I am thoroughly fed up.

I am thoroughly fed up. 4 weeks post op (Akin MIS). My husband goes back to work tomorrow and I honestly don’t know how I’m going to manage on my own. At this moment in time I truly regret having this stupid procedure. It hurts, it swells up randomly, I can’t walk properly and the only time it feels better is when it’s elevated with an ice pack on it. I can’t see it ever being fixed and pain free.